The past, now.
- That which is impossible to explain
There is no saying how the door opens. There is no saying how the wind is sucked out of the world and you with it, through the door, which, as one can see clearly from the other side, was never closed in the first place. One can see clearly, from the other side, that there [...]
- Dream
Dreamt I was on my back in the palm of an immense hand, radiating energy. Still exploding. The paradox is that through THIS I’ve ceased to exist. And also, that I know I don’t have to do anything, and yet I feel strongly driven to do something. I want to study, and to teach, this [...]
- Erasing the line
2:45:16 AM kat: today in class professor k drew this diagram on the board with transcendence on top and immanence underneath and a big line in between. i got him to erase the line.
2:45:34 AM mitsu: what did you say?
2:47:37 AM kat: i said i had a problem with the line because it implied there [...]
- Grace
Learned another name for the secret: grace.
- St. Luke
The Pharisees asked him, “When will the kingdom of God come?” He answered, “You cannot tell by observation when the kingdom of God comes. You cannot say, ‘Look, here is is,’ or ‘There it is!’ For the kingdom of God is among you!” (Luke 17:20)
- Rumi
MY WORST HABIT
My worst habit is I get so tired of winter
I become a torture to those I’m with.
If you’re not here, nothing grows.
I lack clarity. My words
tangle and knot up.
How to cure bad water? Send it back to the river.
How to cure bad habits? Send me back to you.
When water gets caught in habitual [...]
- Epiphany
Hell isn’t anything
worse than standing in
paradise with closed eyes.

