the habit of being

1. history essay ( federalists and whigs. shared political ideology, et al. )
2. small art with layers
3. my mother selling a human skull on ebay
4. crying fit last night
5. first paycheck and the magnolia soundtrack
6. lust?
7. beth cooking marlon valentines dinner
8. short hair
9. obsolete vs. obsolescence
10. filing x-rays
11. oscar & lucinda
12. carnations
13. photo session with pretty girl / her boyfriend playing folk music for me
14. emily watson
15. charity being pro-life
16. the glass mountain (the princess and the symbol)
17. a dream about the nonexistence of right and wrong
18. “save me”
19. taking down the christmas tree
20. red versus blue cars
21. self-reliance
22. her
23. the goosebumps on my arms
24. long fingernails
25. 94
26. erasable type
27. capitalization
28. love?
29. how the yellow pages have changed
30. soup
31. the physics of photography
32. eastern philosophy in the works of j. d. salinger
33. lying pathologically
34. giving directions
35. baby eyes
36. the stone
37. his being away
38. motivations behind showering twice in one day
39. the musical pyramid
40. hate?
41. cosecant graphs
42. pre-college art programs
43. beauty and brilliance
44. the air force academy
45. trauma
46. jim grimsley
47. love tents in the georgia lobby
48. noisy joints
49. snobbish inferiority
50. fear?